真的真的，不只一次这么觉得，实验室是我的禅堂来的....
平时，无论带着什么伤心的隔夜气上班，也很少说在实验室里闹情绪的。最多是，被分了心。
做实验的时候，必须金睛火眼，秒铢必争，一个步骤和下一个步骤之间，了了分明。这和专心在呼吸上是异曲同工的。唯一的分别，就是禅堂里，是受保护的，总有监香筹委照顾着。
而且，禅堂里，如果分了心，也不见后果，只是蹉跎了青春在瞌睡和掉举。实验室里的分心，就可以很严重了。尤其是当我在handle一些很敏感的仪器的时候。
比如那天因为关上bioanalyser时分了心，忘记像行禅一样，仔细清楚动作放轻。结果，reading 无法出来；结果后的结果，浪费了chip；再结果的结果的结果，我必须为这个ordering而疲于奔命.... (本来已经很多东西做了)。一切的结果，只为那个分了心的一秒里。
实验室也比禅堂考验，因为效果很容易就看见，而且可以很惨重。
禅堂里，我到底懈怠了多少光阴了？
2 comments:
can't agree more. u've written up what i've always wanted to say. to add some points, u have to face ur deepest inner fear, and also fear of unknown when doing experiments in lab,learn to not expect too much from what u do...
Agree!
I started to get 'numb' whenever i repeat an exp liao, repeat罢了，没有什么大不了.Just that sometimes feeling I am wasting money... haha, thats why, guilty burst whenever i did a careless mistakes.
Haha, I remember also, I did my glcerol stock slightly late when the clone is almost dying. Boss asked me why? I told her that that time I didnt know my sequence was right. Haha, the right thing sometimes happened without you even expected it....
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